Constantly torn between my past, my present, and how I want my future. I just can’t shake you and it makes me really upset how my mind still goes to you everyday. Then present with you and how I need this type of relationship in my life. Then my future because I just want to focus on myself. Always torn between decisions that I’m never going to take the effort to make.
She’s sunny one minute then she’s pouring down rain
(Source: foreverrwanderlust, via kisss-me-in-the-raiin)
my ultimate goal is to be at peace with myself, eliminate toxic feelings and elements and energies from my life, unlearn negative and harmful practices and thought patterns, stop checking for people that don’t check for me, create a space for myself that is nurturing for growth so that i may generate loving energy for myself and for others, nourish my spirit and balance my energies, i have big dreams and i deserve to live a life i love and let that love radiate
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